People are beginning to bother me... they seem to take nothing to heart, nothing means anything. And over all the people I've known in my past most people who didn't take harsh words to heart didn't take any kind words to heart either. Nothing affected them either way. And while I don't really give a shit about most stuff, certain things people say hurt me and certain things people say touch me... And no matter what nothing will change that, but the fact that some of my friends are either enveloping their feelings and trying to act empty or honestly don't get affected by any of that scares me... I don't want to watch people close to me acting like that because it means you're weak... if you let nothing affect you, you've obviously given up... And it's disturbing that a human can actually do that... on another note there are about 6 people i know who are physically abused by people in their family... And it's sick that they don't go toguidance or anything,..

So many people I know keep taking other people's lives into their own hands and deciding that they deserve to pass judgment on what one person deserves and it's like... You're not in charge... It bothers me when people decide to play judge-jury-and-executioner you don't have that power so stop trying to use it. People keep getting involved in what never involved them and while I may write about stuff that doesn't involve me I don't involve myself.

This is the second time one of my friends has been all ugh and the person they were like that to was under the impression that they were still friends. And it's disgusting that people won't tell the person they just sit there and shit talk.... Whatever though.... None of it affects me


Then there's that stupid phrase "Nothing affects you unless you let it" right.. so if my dad died it'd only affect me if I let it... not true because he pays for this goddamned house. I think that is the STUPIDEST phrase ever and I will not use it

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